No... No, this can't be happening! NO! It can't! I mentally screammed as I collasped onto the floor.
The door was wide open, but I didn't care. I felt the tears streaming down my face, warm and salty. They rolled past my chreeks and down my neck as i sniffled.
Stop crying you bitch. STOP IT!!! STOP FUCKING CRYING!!!
It was no use, the sobs could no longer be choked back and even the door frame couldn't hold me upwards.